ChaNgE

There are things in this world that are bad, things you cannot change
Sometimes you don't want to change those bad things, why? perhaps it is because they are familiar, you know what to expect from it. It seems more safe then taking a chance, that fear of something worse.

Life is full of surprises and taking a chance does not always lead to something better and most times you wish you had never ventured out your safety zone no matter how bad it has been, how cruel it can be. You know what to expect from the bad things that surround you and you survive each day with them.

You may look in the window and see something better, something truly safe & possible. Yet opening the door to that world seems unreal and dangerous, you fear it is just a illusion and dare not take a chance. Maybe those surrounding you have ventured out and it has worked well for them but you know it does not always turn out that way.

You fear that door and dare not look at it, you only press your face on the glass as the rain falls around you. You regret nothing and yet you still cannot look away from the world that 'could be'. Many times you wonder how it would be like for you if you took that chance but thats all you do, just wonder.

Life is full of surprises. You can do nothing to change that. You cannot change all the bad things in this world.

Perhaps you live in a painful world but surely there are things worse then the pain you feel. Yet pain cannot be measured by others, pain is still pain not matter the cause. All you can do is overcome it. It will be hard but not impossible.

You may not want to overcome some things but to be happy there are things you must forgive and things you must forget.

And when you overcome such pains then you will smile a REAL smile, it hurts now but that pain is not all that can enter your world. It is hard to remember the good but you must remember so you can draw strength.

Life is cruel and wonderous. Living through it all is something to be proud of.

No one can see or feel your pain even if you describe it. When you can look in a mirror and into your eyes and see your self as you are I hope you see what you wished to see. Sometimes it is scary to see what you really are. Sometimes you have literaly cried out with fear when you saw your eyes. That is where change must start. If you cannot look into your own eyes then you must change something within you.

Change is hard, scary, frightning, horrifying, painful & unimaginable but it can also be amazing and beautiful. It is one pain you must do to overcome the bad.

Life is scary when you are alone. It creeps in the shadows and plays tricks on your mind. It makes nosies in the dark and laughs at your fright. It sends chills to your bones and spiders down your back. It brings shadows to life and creatures of the night. It screams in your ears and shrieks in your head. It sends you flying under covers and pain to your heart. But it also brings laughter to your heart and life in your years. It smiles in the morning and sings at night. It shines in a house and lightens your fears. It giggles in the sun and teases you to play. It brings memories from flowers and smells of a warm day. It rains as you dance and flys music your way.



Life is full of surprises.

Change is something you do each day.

Perhaps it is better this way.