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I know I dont have a right to complain bout my life but I dont have anything to brag about it.
I wish I was stronger but my will is weak & my heart is useless so I have no confidence in myself at all.
Im feeling really down right now...i wish I could cry it all out but its buried too deep & I hate that....the sadness is buried but the pain is not forgotten
May god forgive me for feeling this way, for no longer caring if I die.
Im not afraid to die, im just afraid of pain. Really afraid of pain, I wish my death to be very painless, I pray it will