Sometimes i can be so cruel.
and i can easily convince myself i dont care about the feelings of others.
Sometimes all i want to say to people are cruel spiteful things. its really hard to contain myself in those moments.
Sometimes those spiteful things are on the tip of my tongue and all i want to do is make those who 'care' about me suffer as much as i have in my personal hell.
There are moments i want to scream my frustration and yell my anger out.
Those moments make me cry and wish i was someone else. then i turn bitter and spiteful for wanting to die. things in my life make me want to explode but i try to contain my feelings by forcing them into a small box and hidding it but those feelings are trying to bust out, you can see them through the cracks and seams demanding to return to me and make me feel.
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