So we brought all the pets to the new place & the dogs took off for hours! Ugh! (>_<) But the cats love my room! (^_^)

Almost!

Hey you guys!
So im almost done unpacking my room. I clean the shower & sink, now I need to clean the toilet.
We need to set up the horse corrals for my moms horse Phoenix & bring him along with the dogs & cats.
 im sorry to say that my two dogs never came back & one of my cats have gone missing as well (T-T)
so none of the dogs here are mine & I only have 2 cats left....my grandpa might give me a girl from the next batch of puppies he has but I just heard that his wife wants to get rid of the girl! So I might not even get one of her pups like I wanted (-_-)
My brother has been acting the same...arrogant, obnoxious, rude, pig-headed, stubborn, stupid & reckless (>.<;)
I want to have a home warming party when we're all done unpacking so im really excited for that! (^-^)g
K, l8r alligators!

EXCITED! \(^O^)/

The electricity in our new home is on & the water heater is fixed!
I've been cleaning & packing & unpacking & moving & organizing & im super happy!
Its been great here & everything is coming together  (^-^)
That's all for today (^_^)/

Finally back home. So nice! But......everything is messed up! Ugh!

So @ the place im housesitting there's bout 20+ spiders in the bathroom. I stopped counting @ 20 but I know there's more (O.O)

Momma likes to drink & party. She had me @ a young age so I forgive her for trying 2 relive wat she lost....but sometimes its painful 2 watch her

I haven't heard from my mom all day...it goes straight to voicemail....whats she doing? Trying to distract myself but its not really working

Feeling sad...my dogs missing for awhile & now 1 cat gone too....i don't have any real friends here...the real ones live far (-_-)

sPIdeRs!!!!!!

This weekend im housesitting. Its on the other side of town, so out that you have to pass the "Thanks For Visiting Pahrump" sign lol
Its ok here I guess but there are SO SO SO SO MANY spiders! here!!!!!!!
I keep imagining them on me lol but for some reason I haven't been bitten yet, for which im very glad for. The bugs LOVE me so I get bitten alot & im allergic to ants so its even worse, so I hate going outside unless its winter time cuz there's no bugs.
Its too bad for me cuz I love being outside, just the thought of exploring something gets me hyped up! (^.^)
Oh! The power line to our new house is supposed to be fixed tomorrow so im hoping it goes well! (^_~)b   I've been waiting to clean my new room FOREVER heeheehee. My family is astonished by my urge for cleaning
So until next time! \(^_^)/
P.s. Hope ur having a good day! v(^.^)v

A bird flew in my new room! Although it was a common one it was still pretty (^.^)

Painful Night

So the other night was a painful one. My brother had taken his anger out on me again. My mom was out of town with friends,,,,again.
So I went outside to clear my head with the night's fresh air but it only reminded me that my dogs are still missing. Looking down the empty road they took has become a painful habit.
I sat down closing my eyes just listening to the sounds in the night, listening for her
I'm moving soon & the thought of not being her should she & him ever come back, brings pain in my heart
I tend to surpress painful memories & I fear I will forget about her altogether. I'm forgetting things, the sound of her voice, the color of her fur, the way she runs, & the intensity of her blue eyes, its all fading & I hate myself even more. It hurts so much, so very very much.

Im a control freak with my body. I just hate how it does stuff I don't want.....i feel so weak all the time (-_-)

Its scary when people read your heart. There are a few people like that in my life. I avoid them because it hurts too much (U_U)

Soon to be New place

Hi!
So last time I mentioned a new place I'll be moving into here in Pahrump. I checked it out yesterday & it does need some work done but nothing big. I'll get to paint my room so im uber excited bout that. There are lots of built-in shelves so thats good, it seems to be the same size as the trailer we already live in but arranged differently, somewhat longer.
There isnt any electricity now since someone cut the power line, hopefully it'll be fixed soon so we can move in. So I had this idea that I would amazingly transform my soon to be window into a cat door so they can come in & out of my room. It's starting to get cold & I, as a big animal lover, want to let my cats sleep inside but my mom is allergic to cats so they have to stay in my room so thats why I want to make my window into a door for them, great idea huh? (^_~)
So if anyone has any idea on how I can make it happen then feel free to comment (^-^)b
After my babysitting job today I'll stop by there on my home. So many things to do! but I love moving so I'm excited! (^.^)
Well till next time!

Great Day! <(^-^)>

Hi everyone!!
Today I'm super excited! I just got news that I won't have to move to vegas anymore! well i do like it there but visiting is enough for me. I think its too crowded & I hate having neighbors on account that I'm from a loud family Lol.
So! Me & my little brother will be staying here. Everything was messed up, stirred up, wacked, hectic & just plain crazy! but now its coming together. I get to keep my dogs & cats with me, I was really worried bout my cats. I raised my cats from when they were 1week old so it would just break my heart if I had to get rid of them (T_T)
The place we're staying @ is ok but I'll have the Master bedroom since my mom will be staying in vegas to finsih going to school for the gambling tables. I plan on painting it & building shelves, I like being really orgainized but if I know I can't perfect it in my own way then I won't even try but this time my room is going to be my perfect haven \(^-^)/
All I need now is to find another job, they opened a Denny's so I think i stop by tomorrow for a application. They're also building a Family Dollar store around the corner from our soon to be new place! (^-^)b
K thanks for reading! Bye! (^_^)//

This is my first post from my phone! (^.^)

Fun Weekend! (^-^)b

Hi Everyone!
This weekend I'm having so much fun! The Harvest Festival came in town so I spent all day saturday going on rides. There were lots of rides, food, people & animals. There were camel rides too! it was amazing! I wanted to ride one but the time I saw it I had spent all my money on rides & food.
There were bunnies, goats, baby goats, pigs, sheep, horses & cows. I saw this one bunny that looked a little over 2ft long! (o_O)
There was also a mechanical bull. I really wanted to try that out but I was too dizzy from all the rides & I knew I'd fall off right away (@_@)
I'm starting a bucket list & one of the things I added to it was "eat a deep fried twinke", there was a stall that sold deep fried food.
Well today I'm in vegas & I'm hanging out with my BF Sunshine, whom I had seen last weekend. I'm only spending one night in vegas but its always fun with Sunshine. I'm older then her but I act younger then my age & she acts more mature for her age so we kinda even out (^_^)
Well its time to hang out with her so talk to you later!