Wednesday, February 29, 2012

I really hate it when my mom embarrasses me in public thus making me feel like a foolish child who hides behind her

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Back home but I forgot to pick up my new puppy :( So im spending 2 days with momma :D Im really glad I have that unique relationship with her as an equal

Friday, February 24, 2012

My violin is fixed & I get to take my puppy home :D This week w SunShine has been really amazing, im just extremely sorry its almost over (U_U)

Thursday, February 23, 2012

People my age dont like me....i dont know what it is but its true quite unfortunately (-_-;)

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Going back to Vegas for a week. Staying with SunShine while her mom goes to Mexico :-)

Friday, February 17, 2012

Ack the girl im babysitting talks like a baby even tho she's 11 & she constantly talks. I have no idea wat she's saying (-_-;)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Great!

its so great to FINALLY get internet access on my laptop! because of that ive only been able to post on my blog from my phone but it only lets me post very short ones, grrrrr
So anyways...heres whats been happening:
my moms best friend died of a heart attack about 2 months ago, we got to see her the night before.
ive had no panic attacks these past few months, i dont know why but im glad.
the power at our new place continues to black out but not as much anymore, quite thankfully.
ive been sick for awhile but now im over it although it took me forever to get rid of the cough.
sometimes my best friend SunShine comes in town on thursdays and i go hang out with her at her grandparents place.
i went to SixFlags for the second time in my life, i puked all day the 1st day & i was very short on cash (it was last min) so that was very akward & embarassing but all in all the trip was fun cuz i went w SunShine.
i started knitting & so far i finished a 1 scarf (too big though) & im halfway done with my new one.
I took my violin to a repair shop & it was actually cheaper then i thought it would be, cant wait o play it!.
i went to a feather shop in Vegas with my mom & bro, i got some really cool feathers that I also found to be cheaper then expected.
i spent a week in Vegas so i got a whole unch of library books! i finished 2 in one day tho but i got like 16 & then i requested more so im hoping i wont finish them in 2 weeks.
im babysitting all this week, the money will go to my violin & gas.
my grandpas poodle/maltese is having puppies & im getting one, i wanted black but shes a very light brown instead but i guess thats ok bt i WILL NOT let her be a barker.
after this gig i have to go back to vegas & stay with SunShine for a week while her mom goes to mexico for surgery.
my ex-best friend is graduating next month i think, my feeling are really messed up when concerning her. i hate her but i still need her but i dont want to, she seems to be doing fine without me tho & she never really talks to me, im the one going to her.
my uncle promised to buy me a ipod if i knit him a scarf but i think he forgot already, he was bribing me because i went cold turkey on him after he pushed my mom down....it was a bad night....plus it was after his newborns funeral, hes just like my brother & thats why i hate them both,,,theyre very scary & they always think theyre right all the time.....jerks.
ive been really missing my mom....she doesnt really get it though.
me & SunShine have alot in common, such as bad mothers & stupid fathers out of the picture. her mom is very emotional & we think shes bipolar.
my tia is getting a puppy too, when first mentioned she told me she wanted me to bring him. she lives in colorado & im REALLY hoping i can. i LOVE flying & I LOVE colorado, the fresh air, the mountains, the green & its true nature....*SIGH*
i really want to marry the right guy, im so scared i'll turn into my mother so i'll only marry once. if i dont marry by 30 then i'll adopt, less then 10 yrs to go now....

well i guess thats all
fare thee well!

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

I really can't stand people who have no control over they're dogs (-_-;)

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

In Vegas till Sunday. Satying the 1st nite w my bro & gramps then my bff SunShine :-D